1. |
Guilt
03:19
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Invasive thoughts
Torment surrounding me
Bury myself underneath
Never gripping on relief
Endless cycles brought by me
Praying for the End.
Giving Up In Life's Torment
This constant Guilt
Is overtaking me
It's crawling
and pulling
until it consumes
I am a vessel of Guilt
A product of malice
A product of hate
A product of a soul that can't bear the weight
A product of anger
A product of loss
A product of a soul that can't face the cost
The identity
I had claimed to be
Has been stripped from me
Just a shell.
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2. |
The End
03:39
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Meeting again
I, the imminent End.
Rip the flesh from the bone
and show me what you're worth
The flow of shame;
It courses through the blood in my veins
Farther and farther it goes
Resentment follows me home
Contentment steadily slows
Closure is coming so close.
Another year of suffering
Another year in this prison
Another year of being left to rot
A never ending sentence
Resentful reminders of past mistakes
Drown them in poison
Still hate the taste.
Resentful reminders of what I've done
One more in the barrel
Another hate-filled gun.
Tear yourself a part, let me see what you hide
Make yourself known, how filthy inside
Just a waste of energy
I hope you never open your eyes
Love crowded by shame
A baron of curses, a soul full of hate
You look through yourself
and see shadows around
The life that you live
A king with no crown
I pray for the day
The earth swallows you down
Nothingness consumes me
With my last breath, I succumb to The Void.
The call of death
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3. |
Paranoia
03:00
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Paranoia overtakes my brittle bones
Delusional
Lost all control
I'm not who I was.
I'm sinking,
The pressure collapsed my lungs
Struggling to breathe
Struggling to see
Departed from my sanity
(Losing all sense of being)
Drown the voices with the poison
Until there's nothing left of me.
There's something wrong with me
Cold sweats, hands trembling
Losing my grip on reality
Voices of people that I can't see
Stuck inside of my own skin
Non compos mentis, there's no escaping this
Giving Up In LIfe's Torment
Suddenly descending into the abyss
Deeper and deeper into the abyss
I'm sinking
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4. |
Everything Went...
00:50
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5. |
Black.
03:27
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My nervous disposition
Has landed me astray
Fearing what I long for
Contradiction shapes every blackened sky
My misery remains
Endless cycles
The feelings repeated
Never ending
Everything went Black.
"Un-pure,
You're made ashen"
I'll rot on this mental path
No suffering
Visions of death
Beg for return
Callous the soles
Then crawl and weep
Visions of death
Hands wavering
Left to rot on the steps of life
I'm fucking worthless
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6. |
The Void
04:42
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Standing in front of you
Hoping
and praying
and waiting for you to go away
The red will fall down slow and steady
Nothing could make me want to stay
All for you
All for you
Look, my dear, at what we've done
All for you
All for you
Joy in death, rejoice in blood.
Vanity overtaking me
But locked away, to try and keep me safe
Always the black sheep
Jealousy following
Anger calls me until it's too late
Knives cutting through the skin
of those who I refuse to let in.
I'm awake
The coldest of nights
Looking for
The End of me.
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7. |
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Skin crawls like the waves of the sea.
Your voice is a sickness, a disease.
Victim to my wrath and disdain
Your voice cold and silent
No longer remains
Light has gone out
Fall prey to the shame
A shadow of a face, you'll haunt the same
Joy comes from the silence of my misery.
Awakened by a cold sweat in the witching hour
Traumatic stress engulfing my psyche
Endless cycles,
The feelings repeated
Never ending
I can't let go.
It never Ends
Invasive thoughts
Torment surrounding me
Bury myself
Endless cycles brought by me
All the love inside has bled out of me like the veins in my arms.
Every breath I take
is a mistake I make
that will surely stop my heart.
Pray for the End.
Giving Up in Life's Torment.
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